Friday, September 29, 2006
i shud stop this behaviour.well i got wad i deserved.
serves me right.
im easily affected by things,
and i cry easily. too easily.
but tts just me, and i hate it.
one day,
u'll have enuff of my nonsense
and when u really leave, i'll regret it.
wo yao gen ni shuo sheng dui bu qi.
one day,
u'll get tired of all my 'dui bu qi's,
and like her u'll say,
'u everytime only noe hw to say sorry.'
wadever it is,
i always destroy everythin i treasure.
*what have i done right to make u still wan to be frens with me ? coz i dun deserve you. no, i dun.*
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
there's a sense of peace in the house today. lik....FINALLY...the atmosphere in the house is great. its been a long time since i can walk anywhere in the house i lik w/o actin lik a thief. zzz and this great atmosphere will be here to stay for 2 wks ? i tink it will be 2 wks. and after tt, its back to bein a thief again. blurgh.
end of entry. bo liao, but means a lot to me. ROFL. freedom !!! whee !!
*sometimes i wonder if u think of and miss me like i think of and miss you*
Monday, September 25, 2006
im back from cameron, sufferin from a rare condition of over-exposure to strawberries. lol. bus started movin at 11.30pm. the seats were okieeee, but jus cannot slp jiu dui le..lol i pei fu the driver, drive so long dun need slp de. but i scared later halfway he fall asleep, esp. while goin up the hill. or mountain ? 0.o we started up the mountain at 5.30am. the roads were ok at first, den it started to get scary coz if anythin went wrong, the bus (or any car) wud hav went over the edge. zzz the slope so steep somemore, roll down sure die -_-reached the brinchang town at 8am i tink. eat breakfast le den went to visit the farms, in order, strawberry, rose, tea plantation, eh ehhhhh bee farm ! loll. the rose farm they had a kind of plant hangin from the top. rmb flintstones ? the plant kinda reminded me of the wooden club bam bam always held, jus tt this is green in colour. LOL. strawberry and bee farm nth much ehhh. from the name u also noe go see wad le la. haha. tea plantation !!! okieee this one i hated. haaha not tt i hated the farm, i is hate the road leadin up/down (???) to it. the bloody road so narrow !!!! den this one the edge worse than the one leadin up to cameron...zzz this one bus lose control is 10000% confirm guarantee chop DIE !! -_- and when we went up it was rainin so heavy somemore. thank god nv really drop down. walaooooo. and the bus so creaky ar ! lik anytime will break apart lidat. wad siaaa.
3+ went back to the hotel. freezin cold siaaa !! coz of the rain. and our room the toilet, tunin handle spoil, so the water was boilin hot, cannot adjust. so guess wad i did ? i bathed usin FREEZIN COLD water, addin on to the FREEZING COLD cameron highlands. lol. den in the end nw got flu la. zzz sian. 5+ went down for pasar malam. actually got nth there also, but its a haven for those aunties coz A LOT of cheap veggies. lol. den 6+ go eat steamboat, blah blah blah. after dinner go back pasar malam mama buy fried stuffs eat. 0.o den at nite slp lorrrr, quite borin. =x
den next day sunday time to go home !!! go down the cameron mountain still as scary !!!!! only go down worse than comin up. coz the bus go down left side no road, driver no careful jiu shi fly down to death. and i kp tinkin wad if later the bus de brake spoil how. OMG. i very pa si one k...LOLLL =pP
den after tt jiu nth liao lor...go those speciality shops buy thing...blah blah blah...9pm reach checkpt....singapore side de so many bus la !!!!! in the end 11pm ++++++ den reach home..
overall: quite borin.....and scary.....okok lar..LOL !!
Friday, September 22, 2006
2nd post of the day !! im not bo liao la, but im leavin for cameron highlands, malaysia in about...erm....2hrs 15 mins.. thank goodness my bags are packed.. tho its full and i can find no space to stuff my small pillow (its a nite journey, and i need something soft to lean on) in.i dunno why everytime i have to go overseas or jus for chalet, my bags will b damn heavy. but there's nth much inside !!! zzz mus b the jacket lar, so heavy. -_- ok, my point is, my bags will forever b heavy no matter wad stuffs i put inside. 0.o put lil, heavy. put alot, heavy. zzz
i hope this trip wud b fun. it better be, coz im givin up movies, my fone (no roaming = no sms, tts too horrible to imagine), erm erm wad else. ok i tink nth else. BUT I STILL CANT SMS !! zzz the only plus points is tt i get to eat strawberries (i dun lik them actually), and enjoy the free aircon !!! cool weather = free aircon. no aircon = no sihan. it's as simple as tt =)
nowwww,
to mraa- thanks for bein there always. one day u'll get fired from ur job coz of me. ok i hope tt nv happens. zzz i'll be back soon, dun miss me k !! -hugs- =)
to 17 of 1517- lollllll. hi. ure still not supposed to reveal ur identity, so dun tag too. rofl. and i cant type anythin here coz it'll be so apparent who u r le. sms u later k ! -hugs- =)) rmb, we may b miles apart but we'll still be under the blue sky. =D act i cant say sms u later, coz im sms-in u now.. ROBL.. (note to the other readers: : ROBL is not a spelling mistake. it means ROFL but in another way. LOL)
oh and before i end, hav fun everybody this 2 days !! my chalet's comin, whee...
oh i forgot to pack slippers. haha i shall blog abt wad happened on wed, which makes this post 2 days late..nvm..LOL met up with lian to buy new necklace. no lang fei $$ k !! loll anyway, we went to x-craft and took a super duper long time searchin for one. i tink the guy servin us also wait till sian le. ehhhh but he's cute...LOLL and he'll be even cuter if his hair wasnt so dry. =pP den den den after tt leave d shop le, i finally decided i was hungry and we were on our way to cold storage when on the 3rd floor, i saw someone.
we had almost reached the escalator when i saw this man. not tt i saw him la, its more of a side-view thingy but the way he walk, the way he dress, and the side view, more or less can deduce tt he's the guy who lives in my block. lets name him 'mr 5000'. mr 5000, stays on the 17th floor of my block. and 17th flr of my block = penthouse lvl. den....he has 2 sons, i tink. both in their early 20's de. both of his sons, have a car EACH. confirm is mr 5000 buy for them de. so in total they own 3 cars. 1 big big mercedez benz (mr 5000 de), 1 madza RX-8 (AHHHH !!! super nice car -elder son de) and 1 mazda 6 (younger son de). OMGG if he was my dad jiu hao...ROFL. anyway, its my mum who named him mr 5000 coz, the 3 cars, all the car plates got the no. 5000. lollll cool hor. haha. ok, enuff talk abt his money. *ahem* when i saw him, i got shocked becoz a woman was wit him. tt woman wasnt his wife, and he had his arms around her, cfm is his mistress. *pooooof* nice image of him disappear le. everytime see him, he very polite and nice. den got the hao hao xian sheng look. but looks can b deceivin hor. now we finally worked out the mystery of why alot of times we see him leave his house at night. and by at night, i mean arnd 10pm or 11pm de. no doubt is go find mistress.
i tink wad mama said is right. man hor, can have money. but cannot hav too much money. man, once hav too much money, cfm got woman come chase one. especially blah woman. cannot name the nationality la. but u all noe wad i sayin can le. den got pretty blah woman come, the man cfm jiu hui stray already. cmon la, got pretty woman come, u tink the man will dun wan ? unless the man is really very very very very loyal to wife tt kind, den different lor. but men will be men la hor. useless one. i mean those who stray is useless. not referrin to the nice ones. MEN WHO STRAY SHUD B FED TO THE LIONS. or cheetahs. or some ugly woman. zzz hahah i was tinkin. rich man who wan commit adultery, got many chio blah woman queuing up to be with him. but those not rich de who wan commit adultery how ? slowly wait till some bitches who wan u to show up lor. !@#$%^&*
but sometimes the woman also weird, but cannot blame them leh. lets say if a woman, typical housewife whose not workin, marries a rich man. rich as in very rich tt kind. for the front part of the marriage, they're happy wit each other. but later on in life, got some woman come after her husband. den the husband commit adultery wit the woman. if the wife dunno abt it, den everythin will be fine la. but EVEN if she discovered the affair, will she get a divorce from the husband ? u mus rmb the woman is a housewife, and she doesnt work. u tink back, she got no income of her own and all the married life she has depended on the husband for money. she wan divorce, no money to pay legal fees. and if divorce le, she will find it difficult to cope becoz again, she has no money. so in the end she has no choice but to turn a blind eye to the affair. maybe the wife also used to the high end life le, suddenly she no gucci, nt enuff money buy prada but hav to buy prata u tink she will wan meh. dong. LOL. but if the wife is a workin woman and can be independent, then she can kick the husband's ass and say, 'get lost i dun need u anymore.'
i pity the housewife if she has a husband like this. and i envy her too, coz she has money. aww. ROFL.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
tts the last time im goin for that. no matter wad happens next time, i wun do it again. unless its an emergency or an absolute need la. zzz its not the procedure tts horrible, its the after effects. especially when the anaesthetic (spelling) wears off. WA CAN DIE I TELL U. but the worse thing is, i tink im gettin used to it. LOL. which is a bad thing really. i'll count hw many times ive been thru it. hmmm, includin today shud b 6 ? or 7 ? cant really rmb. everytime go, everyone will think got hope. in the end, things go back to square one. no difference at all. waste money niaaaa. !@#$%^& man.headin to cameron highlands tmr !! leavin the hse at 9.15pm. yes u read right. PM. at nite..zzz bus' leavin at 10pm. somehw the thot of enterin msia at nite does not thrills me. ahh..i tink too much.
maybe i was still tired and drowsy jus nw, coz i actually cried when i saw tt sentence. disappointed. aww nvm. received a call durin dinner. lol. surprised to see the no. coz i wasnt supposed to hear anythin from him till next mth. he call = nth gd (as always. rofl) wad he said was, apparently the thing was not workin, and he asked if i wanted to hav it removed or if i was alrite with it. and he said if i chose the former, he could do it tmr. which is too impromptu (spelling) for my likin. its like so sudden, wth. zzz but d thing is, this time will like an one hr only thingy. then he said i could let him noe tmr.
im still undecided. remove or leave it. zzz. bloody waste of time and money. siann. im not very enthusiastic abt it esp after the last time, but i tink it wouldnt happen a 2nd time also la. nvm, tink i'll slp on it and let him noe tmr.
for those who haven read my pm on msn, erm, i wudnt be replyin any smses or answerin any fone calls tmr. maybe u can try in the evenin, but btw the time of 12pm till 5pm, nahhh dun bother contactin me.
xie xie.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
okieee im at a lost now. they once promised me there will be no more of those. promises are meant to be broken, very well said indeed. haizzz i jus hope history doesnt repeat itself again. but then again, if history were to be repeated, its fine with me too. at least then everyday will be a better day. nvm, we'll see what happens.i mus hav done smth really bad in the last life to hav to endure all this in this life. mebbe i deserve it. and im not goin to be ur messenger le. u want to communicate, find a way to do it. dun come and depend on me. ive had enuff of bein the middle person the last time already. enuff is enuff. im tired of it all. now leave me alone.
zzz :'(
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
last nite, i suddenly tod of smth tt made me veryyyy angry. zzzu, got angry with me over that matter. and i, was frigging DUMB enuff to apologize. at first i was seriously sry so i decided to apologize. den u told me i always only noe hw to say sry. many times its not even my fault but i jus apologize. just becoz i dun wan to lose a fren lik u. so now, if u ever read this, u'll go arnd tellin others tt i made u angry and i still dare to say its not even my fault. yeah, go ahead then. u tink i care anymore ? noooo. even then i mus admit we had our fun times tgt too. but right nw, i can only say i had no backbone. i depended on u too much. i tod we'll stay frens 4eva. so many times i said sry jus for u to get angry with me over another petty matter. haizz, its all my fault rite. my own bloody fault.
at tt time, so many ppl were askin me why i still wan to be ur fren. i had no ans to tt. in the end i tried hangin out with other grps of ppl. but in the end, AFTER i apologize, we'll still be frens again. can u try to reflect ? all this time, hav u ever said a word of sorry to me ? tink back long and hard. seriously i can tell u. you never did.
i treated u like a real close fren. or else i would nv hav apologized. would nv hav returned as ur fren again and again, even though ppl were askin me not to. and wad u treated me as ? nothing, i was nothin to you. each time we quarrelled, i'll find tt the rest of them would start avoidin me too. what was it u wanted ? u wanted control. u wanted to be popular, be influential. u won, fair and square. all this ppl WORSHIPPED u. of coz they did. they listened to everything u said.
there is one thing i noe for sure. if THEY still wanted to be ur fren, they're not supposed to talk to me at all. u'll definitely get angry wit the person who talked to me, and ignore the person too. why am i so sure? coz there's once before mornin assembly, i went to talk to the grp of ppl u treated as ur enemies. and in the end coz of this u gav me a black face and ignored me. when i asked u wad did i do wrong again, u said,' u noe i dun lik them, y did u go talk to them ?.'
WTF, so jus becoz im ur fren, and becoz u hate them so i hav to hate them too ? u controllin my circle of frens now ? see the link ? someone who wants to remain ur fren, mus not talk to ur enemies. let me tell u smth. wad i tink, is that u are very insecure. u are scared tt ur frens would leave u. tts why u were so protective of them, too protective. u were scared they would leave u, so u turned them against me. im sure many ppl would disagree with wad i say. coz of u, they'll always think im in the wrong.
not long ago, someone who sided wit u, came to ask me why me and u still not talkin to each other after so long. so i jus told her tt ive already apologized(doesnt matter if im at fault or not), but u still wun talk to me. and if u still dun wan to accept my apology, den i hav nth to say. im no the petty one here. u made ur choice, i'll jus accept it.
and if one day u decide to talk to me again, im alrite wit it. if not, i dun give a damn.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
as the days goes by, she gets weaker. she wonders for hw long more can she sustain before succumbin to her condition. frequent trips to the hospital in the wee hrs of the morn, numerous ops, long stays in the hosp, but there's not much improvement shown. she hates the medicine she has to take coz of all its side-effects but she still has no choice but to take them. every new day for her is a new day of fear. fear of the unforseen future. fear of wad may or may not happen. ytd she looked at the bills, it has already surpassed the $200k mark.may a miracle happen soon.
for those who noe who this person is, pls do not mention her name in ur tags(if ure goin to tag), she doesnt want ppl to noe yet. thank you.
Friday, September 15, 2006
hwaahhhhhh !!! part 4 liao !!!!! i dunno got part5 or not. loll. see this entry long or short lor..haahah....pls read part 1, 2 and 3 before the read part4. thank you. LOLL XDsee the power of this queen mother at home ? no one gets any peace. aiyoooo, her children can tell my mum she old liao la, tts why this and that. but her children doesnt noe tt she's jus actin in front of them la. i pity them seriously. haizz. they dun live with her, they duno wad she's lik.
my mum tells me mebbe she 'huan xiong' already (this is hokkien. ask ur parents for the meanin of this word, i dunno hw to explain). i dun care she huan xiong or da xiong or xiao xiong or wadeva xiong, to me, she's jus someone for me to avoid. i cannot stand her, nor can my mum. LOL. but i live under the same roof as her, bo pian la. hav to ren, and ren........ irritating. even if im at home, i wun leave the save sanctuary of my room. only when she's takin her nap, den i'll step outta my room. haha. sometimes she's watchin tv in the livin room, and i HAVE to go to the kitchen to talk to the maid or get something, i'll walk pass as if she's invisible. =X. rofll. we hav nth to say to each other anyway -_- she leave me alone, i leave her alone, we hav peace in the house. wad for talk so much to her and make myself angry. siao ar.
ahahaha sometimes suay suay i wan go kitchen and she already in kitchen, i'll jus quickly turn and walk back into my room. wait till i tink she come out already den i go. the maid see me turn she also laugh. ROFLL. sometimes even more suay, i take food from kitchen wan go my room tt time, she decide to come into the kitchen also. so bo piannnnn, hold the plate, see her come in call her, den walk out of the kitchen. even then she has to peep at wad ure holdin in ur hands. kaypo again lor. LOLL being the guai lan me, i will turn my body discreetly and block her view from wad im holdin in my hands, den quickly walk pass her. eh.....my mum and the maid do tt also k...rofl.. u hold food walk pass her, she wan kaypo. u hold plastic bag walk pass her, she wan peep. mornin mummy prepare breakfast put in container already, she open, and see. den maid eat breakfast already, she go count the slices of bread left. maid drink finish somethin put cup into sink, she take and see wad did the maid drink. livin room table got many containers of food, if u pick one up and when u put it back tt time make any sound, no matter how soft, she from her room she can hear. den die liao lor, later she cfm come out and see which of the containers did u take food from. WTFFFF. she tink every food in the house is hers, u cannot touch. sometthings teribbbbbbbllllyyyyyy wrong with her.
kk i tink tts the end of the story. FOR NOW. got more things den blog again. LOLLL..... my purpose of bloggin all this is not to demote her or wad la. but its really gettin on my nerves le. mus find outlet for me to vent on. LOLLL. kk part3........pls read part1 and 2 before readin this. ahaa.
as mentioned in part2, i hate the sound her slippers makes, but im still thankful for the fact tt she wears them. im not goin to pretend tt i lik her at all k, coz i dun, and the fact is, i avoid her whenever i can which means, always. now u get a rough idea why im thankful she wears the slippers ? LOLLL. oh i forgot to mention, besides kaypo-ing arnd the house, she loves to ask me qns. hav u eaten ? u not hungry ar ? why u dun wan eat !!! ok, maybe she's jus concerned tt i'll starve myself to death, but everyday answer same qns very sian ok !!! zzz at first startin she ask, i tink she's jus concerned and answer her politely. but i absolutely draw the line at knockin on my door at unearthly hours (8.30am =x) in the mornin, jus to ask me to go eat. EVERYDAY HOR !!!!! knock my door a few times, no one answer den cfm is i sleepin rite. so a normal person will jus walk away and not disturb. but NOOOOOOOOOOOOO, she has to knock and knock and knock and knock, louder and louder with every knock till i open the door. this happened durin the holidays k, when there's no sch and all but i get woken up at bloody 8.30am jus to open the bloody door so tt she can tell me,'the table got bread, go and eat.' so everytime i'll jus tell her, dun wan and close the door in her face. rude i noe, but i dun gif a damn.
and everytime i open the door already, she has to peep pass me jus to look into my room. i dunno wad she wan to see la !! so to piss her off for pissin me off, i jus open the door a small crack and use my body to block her view so she cant look into the room. WAKAKAA. there was once, i really got SOOO tulan i could have hammered her into the ground. this was wad happened. she came knockin at the unearthly hours again, and i opened the door. she asked the SAME qns again. so i ans her, 'dun wan, not hungry (in hokkien).' knn, u noe wad she did? she shouted at me sayin, 'everytime ask u eat, u also say dun wan(in hokkien),' den she walked away. i was boilin maddddd and wanted to shout some unmentionable things to her (but i couldnt cuz she was still an elder to me), so i SLAMMED the door as hard as i could. WALAO EH, ppl dun wan to eat also wrong eh. WTF. and since u already noe tt im goin to say dun wan, wtf u still wan to everyday come and knock my door and wake me up jus to give u the same ans again ? still wan shout at me. guai lan sia this woman -_- i go tell mummy wad happened, mummy buay song go and talk to him, and i think he went to scold her. coz after tt day, she nv knocked again. BATTLE WON. wakakaka
eh..if u did realise, i went off topic. okieee..back to the original topic, her slippers. whenever we (me and mummy and sometimes the maid) hear the sound of her slippers, we'll freeze. as in stop everythin we're doin, and listen carefully coz the loudness of the slippers informs us where she is. btw, she's not afraid of my mum, only afraid of her children. coz she noes tt my mum dun dare to scold her (mother-in-law mahh). if we're in the kitchen and she is in her room, tts when the fun begins. coz if we hear her slipper, it means she's up and ready to kaypo again. so we'll listen really carefully jus to noe where is she going from her bedroom. if the sound gets softer, it means tt she's goin to the toilet. but if the sound gets louder, we'll all stare at one another, and start to panic. coz we really hate her comin into the kitchen and lookin at wad we do. look nvm, she wan to chup jit ka (meddle) also. so if the sound gets louder (she's comin to the kitchen), me and my mum, we'll run into the storeroom. LOL !!! hilarious i tell u. then the poor maid will be left at the sink washin the dishes. =X. but the old woman, once she sees that there's only the maid in the kitchen, she's jus go back to her room. if either me or my mum were there, she'll come shrekk shrekk shrekk-ing into the kitchen. if her son also in the kitchen, den she wun come.
ok, so now lets say if im at the fridge, really lookin for food or jus wanna pretend tt i nv saw her, she'll come over to the fridge and ask, 'wad u lookin for(in hokkien).' and its not becoz she wan help u get it or help u find k, is becoz she wanna kaypo and noe wad u doin at the fridge. kayponess at its extreme -_- all the time, i'll jus say, 'oh, nth, see see only.' den i'll close the fridge and get my ass outta there. haha.. and if the maid is there, i'll turn to look at her, she'll be rollin her eyes at me. LOLL this woman, if u answer her wit short answers, she wun dare to ask u much. but if u talk too much to her, tts when her qns engine gets charged up and she'll startin askin u alot of qns. so jus giv her a simple ans, get the hell outta the place and VOILA !!! ure save. rofl. note to readers: pls read part1 before u read this. and for those who found part1 borin or wadeva, u may choose to leave now. for those who are interested, pls read on. =)
brief intro to this woman: 80+++++(i dunno her exact age la), has asthma, has a jerkyl and hyde personality (did i get the names right? wadeva la, u understand wad i talkin abt can already). now let me elaborate abt the J&H personality.
the J personality appears when her children ARE NOT around. the H personality appears when her children ARE around. this J person, is healthy, strong. she is at home 24/7, so besides chantin, eatin, watchin tv, sleepin and talkin to her plants, she has nth else to do. borin riteeeeeee, but.....VOILA !!!! she found herself a CCA where she is the chairman and its a one-member-only kinda thing. LOLL. her CCA ? bein kaypo. im sure every nook and cranny in the house, she already has explored, includin ALL the rooms and storerooms and cupboards. if there's a mouse hole or secret door in the flat, she'll noe. trust me on tt. LOLL. mebbe we shouldnt call it kaypo, but rather, surveillance of the flat and rooms and cupboards. *ahem*
this surveillance thingy takes place everyday, but only when my parents are not around. the only place, or room she cant explore is of coz, my room. =D hooray for the person who invented locks and keys. ROFL. and and and, u noe at the end of the house kitchen on the left side there's like a low wall with window ? OMGWTFWTH good gracious me, SHE CAN CLIMB OVER IT !!!!! i dunno how the hell she manages to climb over the wall WITH NO HELP FROM ANYONE AT ALL except for the chair she stood on, coz i tried it once (when my parent's room was accidentally locked and i had to climb over to their window, and into their room jus to unlock the door), and it scared me half to hell. i wonder where she get her strength from ? she's 80++++ damnit !!
there was no one in the kitchen at the point of time so its pretty obvious she climbed over the wall HERSELF. so when the maid came into the kitchen and saw her on the other side of the wall already, she asked her wad she was doin there. she didnt reply, so the maid walked over to look and wad was the old woman doin ? being kaypo. she was openin up every box to see wads inside. walao eh, kaypo till lidat. ALAMAK !!! she nv tink tt she climb over the wall, later her clothes get hooked den she fall how ? who will kanna scoldin ? the maid la !!! knn, hai ka ki tio hou, gou ai hai pa lang. she so old liao (80+++++), if really fall, cfm every bone in her body break. chicken asshole, her bone all break i dun care, but her children is cfm go scold the maid and not her one right. bloody chicken asshole with no brains. how old liao still dunno how to tink. only noe hw to kaypo and kaypo. zzz
okok, back to her surveillance thingy. whereever she goes in the house, she will wear her in-house slippers. she loves to draggggggggg the slipper when she walks, and it makes this 'shrekk shrekk shrekk' (sound contributed by my maid) sound which is VERY irritatin. but despite it bein very irritatin, im still thankful she ALWAYS wears tt slipper.(i'll explain why in part3). ok, enuff abt her J personality. damn long liao the entry. nexttttttt...the H personality. this appears when her children are around. i duno wad game is she tryin to play, coz when her children are around, she's very well behaved. whenever any of her children are in the house, she'll usually be sittin in the livin room, wearin her sweater and acting weak. children not in the house, WAHHH !! everywhere also can kaypo, walk here walk there so energetic, can scream at maid somemore k !! i tink u ask her run she also can run. lol. den children in the house, sit on the chair pretend to be weak, den walk tt time also walk slow slow. wads her purpose of doin tt ar ? wad is she pretendin for ar? if u ppl noe hor, let me noe k. this weird weird her, i find it very freakish. -_-
k, end of part 2. ps ar, coz i type till the H personality, i tired le, so very short. lolll. part3 comin up ! today, u ppl shall hear abt the wonderful story abt this person whom i shall name, her. LOL her story is so WONDERFUL, tt i dunno where to begin. ahem. ok lets jus start from the beginning, er....whereever it is 0.o
her is, as wad her family members say, deaf...not really deaf la but coz she's old, so got hearin prob. so every morn when she wakes up, she brushes her teeth, eats her breakfast and whatsnots. after she has done all tt, she'll on her chanting music and start chanting. the music starts with a 'gongggggggggg' sound, and tts when i noe its 9am already. [pls rmb she has hearin prob so the 'gonggggggggg' sound is louder than wad u can imagine. LOL] i'll usually ignore tt and fall back to slp. i duno wad time she usually stops chanting, but at arnd 10am, she'll on the tv WITHOUT FAIL. and guess wads playin on the tv ? chinese freaking opera which goes, ' clink clink clank clank eeeeeee orrrrrrrrr orrrrrrr eeeeeee and some freaking woman-with-a-super-high-pitch-voice-trying-to-screech-her-head-off starts, erm..screechin her head off.
so a usual day for me starts with a breakfast of *quoted*chinese freaking opera which goes, ' clink clink clank clank eeeeeee orrrrrrrrr orrrrrrr eeeeeee and some freaking woman-with-a-super-high-pitch-voice-trying-to-screech-her-head-off.*quoted* so everyday i hav to tell myself to forgive her, coz u still rmb she has hearing prob? yeah..so i cant blame her. if ure wonderin hw loud it is, lets jus say sometimes i can even hear the high-pitch-woman breathing. okok i admit im exagerrating*spelling* but its just LOUD.
BUT, (well theres always a BUT to a story right) sometimes, her hearin is WONDERFULLY perfect. and by sometimes i mean only, and ONLY, when her daughters and sons are around. ok, now.....i duno wads her freaking-bird-shit problem. when its jus me and the maid and her at home, i can hear every single thing the tv is playin, but when her children are around, she ons the sound to a real minimum, but still talks to them as if she has problem hearin. 0.o WTH! so now, im confused as to whether she has hearin prob, or not.
here's more things to make me more confused. when we get home at nite, usually arnd 9pm++, she's in bed already. but when she hears the 'tiak' sound from the lock, she's out of her room immediately. if she has to on the sound on the tv so bloodygoddamned loud, how come she is able to hear the soft 'tiak' from the lock ? 0.0 im.....seriously......baffled.....
kk i tink tts enuff for nw. this is jus part 1 of her story, i'll be back with more stories in a short while. stay tuned ! roflll. anyway, without sayin who she is, i tink u all already noe. LOLL.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
its the holsssssss. and im boreddddddddim headin down to novena tmr. ttsh to be exact, to get some stuffs. anyone wanna tag along ? =D
ahh, i dun hav anythin else to blog already. maybe later den.
bye
*Sometimes in love you must accept the fact that what makes the person you cared about happy might on the other hand leave you so lonely*
Sunday, September 10, 2006
i seriously hope to update more regularly from now on ! =Xwill be back soon. waitttttt right onnnnnn.