Wednesday, March 28, 2007
phantom of the opera was great! d props, really omg sia. and they had this HUGE candelier hangin from the top which swung down onto the stage. luckily i wasnt seated on d first flr, if nt i wud hav been at unease d whole show tinkin if the strings will break -_- loll =x too bad they didnt had real candles for the lightings, coz accordin to my mum, d last grp tt came to perform in s'pore used dose, and it was much grander. d water effect was great, and the smoke. OMG. i wanna watch the one performed by those from uk! tis grp is from aust btw. and on our way out, we saw the tv showin some shots from the opera, but the performers' looks were jus so-so only. nt handsome nt pretty, but their voices, GREAT!and durin the interval, i took a pic, but since they didnt allow foto-takin, so i had to do it secretly, dun tink can see much, jus part of the prop and the candelier. here you go:
trust me, this pic doesnt do justice to the props at all..coz it's much grander than this in the theatre itself. n tt ah pek in front was jus irritatin, kept blockin me. there, u can see his big fat head blockin me again. @_@ growllll..
i bought the soundtrack cd! wheeeee..33 bucks okieee..zzz. but its alrite, coz its worth it =D okie i shall go bathe nw. ROFL. oh btw, i wun be online much tis few days, so anyone's whose lookin for me, sms me k? tksss a lot....=)
*hope everythin goes well tmr. wish me luck, and i hope i do see ya again. LOL tc ppl, and in case i dun get to say it again, love ya all =))*
Monday, March 26, 2007
you are so incredible. i dun see wads the diff btw me n others, tt u can hi them n not me. goodness, forgive me for nt bein interestin enuff, n for borin u. -_-happy news: the nitemare hasnt came back yet. WOOTS. coz she complains of back pain after she fell down tt day, so he doesnt wan her to return back home. YET. they're goin to send her for a xray i tink. hmm. at least i still hav some peace before wednesday comes. thank you thank you. haha
n oh, went out wit the family to kovan ytd, and ended up buyin puzzles (3 pooh, 1 chip&dale) @ 4 for 10 bucks at mini toons! its 500 pieces per box, and when made up its almost a normal poster's size. value for money eh! loll den after tt went shoppin n ate pizza for dinner. drumsticks, i love! - grins widely - =D
the new maid's gettin more interestin nowadays. jus tt day she cooked porridge wit the brown rice, added chicken, and swt potato! wth, lik huh? brown rice wit chicken is ok, but swt potato? no wonder ah ma called mummy to complain. ROFL. if ure wonderin wad all tis hulabaloo is abt, its coz swt potato is cooked wit white porridge only, nt brown rice porridge. it'll jus come out weird. salty and swt all in one? pardon me, but i'll giv it a miss. loll
but on the whole, she's quite alrite la, tho she cant speak english AT ALL. come 1 wk le still duno pepper is what. alamak.
its phantom of the opera nite tmr! =D
somehw i want to see u online, somehw i wan to chat wit u, but when i rmb u said u hav nth to say to me, den i duno wad to do. n i feel lost all over again.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
was goin thru my drawer tdy, and came across my o lvl file. d one in which i stored all my result slips and whatnots. flipped thru it and saw tis JAE verification slip i had printed out, tellin me what courses i had chosen tt time. and i cudnt help laughin at one of d choices i made.1st option was molecular biotech(mb) in nyp, 2nd was chem n pharma tech(cpt, d one im in nw) and then came the HORROR. guess wad was my 3rd choice?! NURSING !! omgbbqwth, i wonder wad d devil i was tinkin tt time when i decided to put tt as my 3rd choice. and all along i tod it was my 6th or 7th choice. lucky for me, and everyone else for tt matter i got into my 2nd choice. if not, im sure many patients wud hav died under my hands. caring nurse? i tink i wud hav been the nurse-from-hell more like 0.o
d other choices were....erm, more logical in a sense. rofl. lik 4th, sports n wellness in nyp, biomed sci in temasek, media studies in nyp and lastly, hospitiality n tourism in temasek.
nursing. *phew*..imagine me in a nurse uniform -_- oh the horrifyin horror. OMG, tts all i can say. LOL
and oh, im dreading wednesday. tsk.
Thursday, March 15, 2007
please don't let it claim its 4th victim from my life.once is more than enough. but 4?!
its not fair at all..and i dun want to go thru it again. AHH. zzz
Sunday, March 11, 2007
to lao po!!! ahah work hard for d finals k!! gt time i will go support u de..=x*loll i'll tink abt it first, mebbe i will*
Friday, March 09, 2007
something happy to talk abt. i hav 2 maids in the house. HOHO. but the new one, train her le den she goin look after ah gong ah ma at seletar le. u shud hav seen d look on my maid's face when i told her tt. ppl jealous sia. LOL! cute -_-disappeared w/o a trace. 0.o
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
consider this blog......CLOSED. tks for makin me realise i shudnt be bloggin abt unhappy stuffs all the time. i'll be back when i have happier things to blog about. Till then, cya all. =)Monday, March 05, 2007
我并不在乎自己究竟多伤痕累累, 可我在乎今后你有谁陪
等到老去的一天 你是否还在我身边
tell me its gonna end soon. tell me ive had enough. tell me i shudnt tink too much. tell me i mean smth to u. tell me, mebbe i shud go away.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
tdy's d last day of CNY! which equals the end of collecting ang bao..hoho did some last min bai-nian-ing tdy too..loll..mornin sent my maid to ah gong hse help pack thing, den went orchard eat breakfast, buy 4d n cut hair!! my poor fringe...half gone le..loll nvm, easier to maintain, but kp pokin my eyes..zzz..den after cut hair, went to eat pizza !! hoho my drumlets..den mama drove me to my former babysitter aka my '2nd mum' hse to bai nian.. den talk talk talk den mama told her what happen to ah gong, hope she dun go tell amk de ah ma, if nt d news reach daddy de ears, den i cham le. coz tt time always ask him send me to d place, den i lied to him is visit mama de fren, nv tell him is see ah gong.. ahhh scared le sia..all mama fault, ask me tell him is visit her fren.. feel so pressurized nw sia.. ahhh ahhh ahhh..den after babysitter de house, rushed to gan ma hse bai nian... loll loll..her bf forget bring tangerine go, den she kp sayin him.. funny sia..still say wad she already prepare 2 big tangerine wan gif him back but he nv bring any..hahaha den 5.30, we all left her place den went to ikoi restaurant for jap buffet! hahaha first pizza den sushi, tdy cfm fat le sia.. eat le send them back den went to uncle hse.. den go dere, uncle go hide my shoes again..wtf.. last few days go he hide, tdy go he also hide, make me damn tu lan. so when we leavin tt time, my shoes were under d carpet he put shoes on de.. so i wear my shoe le i kicked d carpet damn far.. fuck la, u everyday wan come play me nvm de, i can play u back one.. den after i leave le i sms my cuz ask her ask her dad go out ownself take back. dun fuggin come n say i no manners. i may always smile or laugh, but once my temper flares up, u my ah gong i also wun gif u face. fug, u tink i so nice everyday let u ji siao..
to you: i admit tt ure actually very nice. i noe im in d wrong for always arguin wit u after all uve done for me, for us.. but i cant accept u fully into my life or else i wud feel lik im lettin him down somehow.. no matter wad anybody says, i wun be here if there was no him.. as it is, no matter wad he has done, u will still nv b able to fully replace him. i hate to say tis, but hatin u is d only way to not grow attached to u, so from d bottom of my heart, im sry. and thank you..
*from hannibal rising: memories are like knifes, they cut you.*
Friday, March 02, 2007
to ms ler's house, where we watched d guys play mahjong n watch vcd at d same time, and played poker cards, and ate bee hoon, and i won $3...LOL..tks ler ler!! n ur parents too !! had lots of fun tdy dun wry..wonder if her parents found us too noisy anyway. =x rofll liked her hse too, tho it was kinda small..but gt quite a cosy feelin!! haha mebbe one day i'll have a hse lik tis too..MAYBE..=Dn while we were playin cards, i received tis weird fonecall from someone who noes me, but i duno who it was..n it was quite noisy too so couldnt wad d person was sayin..i only noe she was lik screamin into d fone, 'hey where r u !!!!'... i asked her who she was, but she jus kept screamin into d fone..WTH..so i cupped the fone, and she called back again.. i asked her who she was again n she jus kept screamin, 'sihan, WHERE ARE U !!!!' i was lik who r u who r u, but either she's deaf n didnt hear me, or she jus ignored my qns...in the end, i told her im at my teacher's hse n den she went,'OH OK!!!! NVM BYE !!!!!' all the while screamin into d fone..0.0 n after all d stress on my ears, im still CLUELESS abt who she is..0.o wth wth..
anyway, had some gd news tdy..hoho..made quite a neat sum too..mebbe cud hav tried holdin on for a few more days, but d winds are always changin direction, so decided nt to take d risk..haha..small profit better than no profit at all..hohoho =D i shall nt be greedy....yet =x anyway went to my uncle's hse jus nw, n heard an interestin conversation..loll..so nw they're finally startin to suspect she's one.. took them so long to realise tt, but there's no confirmation wadsoeva yet eh.. i tink interestin things are goin to happen sooner or later...jus waitin......lol
*kinda hav a weird feelin we're driftin apart..* EXAMS OVER !!! --> HOORAY !!!
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE !!! --> BOO-RAY !!!
holidays used to be a sacred and cherished thing in pri n sec sch..but after bein in poly, holidays are like..NOTHING..coz it seems lik any sch day is a holiday anyway.. rofll.. n i hav nothin to do la..-_- but bum arnd here bum arnd there, very fast jiu over le..i hope 0.o cny was a happy-cum-happy event..LOL.. had a shock along d way too, n m still tryin to figure out her motive. its jus THAT puzzlin la..is she tryin to use money to lure us back, or does she hav too much spare change in her bank account? 0.o and it'll also be rude to ask her also rite..loll..
home has been a happier place to be in tis few days, but only for tis wk nia.....wtf..had lotsa fun shoutin from room to room, hoho weird....but its our ritual whenever she goes away for 'chalet' at other ppl's house..even mummy was shoutin too, hw fun rite..ROFL..we jus love cheap thrills..=p been reachin home after 11 tis few days, n i tink im fallin sick again soon..zzz but i dun mind at all, coz i get to see him laugh, n funny as it is, he's actually quite cute when he does tt..0.o lolll..anyway, in mebbe 1 or 2 wks time, they're movin back to seletar when d new maid comes, n then mummy will get busier n busier..........n busier..loll..gd excuse to get her to move over there, but d thing is, i dun lik landed property especially bungalows n all tt stuffs. to me, bungalows n all tt stuffs = lizards, cobwebs, cockroaches n wadsnots.. !@#$%^ n ah ma's been weird tis few wks, she can suddenly jus sit there wit a black face, n when u talk to her, she practically replies u so fiercely..WE'VE all learnt to ignore her when she's in her mood and also concluded tt its either she's jealous, or she jus wants to buy 4d.. LOL !! its true u noe, tt day she sat dere wit a black face, den i brought her down to buy 4d, later when we went back up, she was all smiles n happy face n joyous mood. -_-
im bored, as in B-O-R-E-D, bored. somebody.....ask me out pls..or else by d end of the hols, i wud hav rotted till u cant even find my bones, and nt even my ashes..LOLL and lastly, if ure usin me to get to her, or u tink u can use me to get to her, den sry, im nt goin to help u wit tt..even if u try droppin hints nw n then, i'll jus pretend nt to understand..too bad yeah, too bad im such a bad person.. mebbe im jus tinkin too much..nevertheminds..=/
*oh btw, i decided to set u free, from my evil grips.. fly away into the nite, and away from me.. n if fate allows, we'll meet again..*