Saturday, August 23, 2008


he says he'll fork out half the amount.
im happy, but still....i have my doubts...
is he doing it to redeem himself?
or is he doing it so that he can tell his friends,
that he is capable of doing so?

my mum was even more crude,
"you sure he got so much money anot?" was what she said -.-

if not for him,
a lot of things would not have happened the way they did,
be it either in the good or bad way.

when we were talking the other day,
this is what she told me.
after that incident,
she was feeling very disorientated,
and there was alot of stuffs in her mind
and somehow she ended up walking right in the middle
of the highway or road i cant remember.
it was only when cars honked at her that she realised.
dont ask me if its true cause i wasn't there.
and it occurred to me that it really was true,
i was THAT close to losing her.
zzz

ok work work work.
today....i'm the only gal working..
with 5 guys...-.-
but i wont worry abt getting raped,
cause it's impossible i will get raped,
unless the guy is either blind,
or desperately desperate...LOL

looking on the bright side,
I HAVE THE TOILET ALL TO MYSELF!!!
*walks around naked*
hahaha just joking!!!

ciao...


Friday, August 22, 2008


1) If the person who hurt you the most recently apologized, you would say…

- ....hm....it all depends on what the person have done?? lol

2) Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?

- what makes you think i will tell you =P

3) Are you a morning person or a night?

- im a morning person in the night, and a night person in the morning, does that makes sense? but definitely more night than morning!

4) Are you there for your friends?

- i'm always there (i hope =S)....but on whether it's me they turn to when they have troubles, its a totally different story..haha

5) Are you a forgiving person ?

- LOL...a leo forgives, but never forgets =D

6) Do you smoke on the regular?

- I REGULARLY....dont smoke =)

7) Are you mad at anyone?

- YES...i'm mad at myself -.-

8) Are you an aunt/uncle?

- as much as i want to say no, unfortunately, yes......=(

9) Who was the last person you ate with?

- lol my dearest mummy!!!! who make me forego my slp after my night shift..but im not complaining hehe

10) Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?

- WALL.....he & his headaches again =/

11) What is something that you do daily that your friends might not know?

- eh....eh......i......dont know? 0.o

12) Are you feeling uneasy about something lately?

- YES....as in whether i made the right choice...& it seems nobody is happy abt it, me included..-.-

13) Do you have plans for your friends next birthday? Who? When?

- no...cause i have no friends..LOL!! okok shush, im just jk...the answer to ur qns, Yes, Somebody, Someday..i dont wanna spoil a surprise...=D

14) Where are your top three friends right now?

- at home, in bed!! lol oh wait, one's at work..hhaha

15) Ever punched somebody or been punched?

- yes...obviously!!!

16) Do you want children?

- yes....& i want them now....NOW!!!! rofll..

17) You’re in the hospital, who of your top friends would come visit you?

- haha only 1...& that's only becoz my mum, not me, would tell him -.-

18) Anyone from your past come to mind often?

- yeahh.......lol

19) Are you a happy person?

- lol i think that would a no, with an occasional yes...=)

20) Is your coming birthday on a holiday?

- it's over!!! but i dont know abt next yr =((

22) If you had one wish for your best friends what would it be?

- be happy always always....(& never forget me =x=x).. ok thats 2 wishes...

23) Could you ever be in a long distance relationship?

- hmmm..wont want to be in the first place..but if situations call for it, i think that would be a yes..

25) Do you have a good grades?

- hahaha not since primary school...ROFLLLL

27) Does anyone like you?

- AHA! i'll ask......everyone who likes me, pls tagggggggg in my board!!!!!! come back in a mth and u'll get your answer =D (what if they all hate me, and no one tags..0.0 *shudders*)

30) What the food you last ate?

- 干贝!!! hehe

31) What are you wearing right now?

- shirt and shorts.....duh..

32) Where is your handphone?

- on the floor...im trying to get my chair to roll over it so i can get a new phone =x HAHA...

33) What are you looking forward for this coming week?

- to my off days on mon and tues...and air force open hse from thurs to wkend!! too bad im working and cant help out..go support my mum!!! she will be selling things for my uncle at the air force museum's gift shop!!!

34) Whats your favorite subject?

- sex..oops..JUST KIDDING..haha chemistry!! thou i do suck at it =/

35) Whats something you really want right now?

- to quit work ASAP..lol i want my iphone i want my iphone & i still want my iphone =( but mummy says the news say people say the battery exploded in other parts of the world =(

36) Did you bought something new?

- WANTED TO....but no, not yet..hahah

37) What color is your hair?

- ehhh...on the dark side of brown, and browner highlights!!

38) Do you find yourself loved?

- i didnt know it was lost in the first place..if not why would i have to find it 0.o LOL ok thats crap..ahha yes i do think so..=)

39) If given another chance to love that person again, would you do so?

- if you're referring to whom im referring to, then yes, cause no matter what, blood still runs thicker than water............

40) What are you doing aside from this?

- think-ing, msn-ing, music-ing, and dread-ing work tmr...zzz

i slept at 5pm, woke up at 11pm, and have to wake up for work at 6.30am later..AND I'M WIDE AWAKE NOW!!!! damn it la...i freaking hate work....damn pissed ok!

and regarding my previous post, lam yuen yee didnt do anything, except maybe grumble too much (the others say so too! =x=x)...i just wanted to disturb her cause she was sitting beside me when i typed that..LOLLL

Thursday, August 21, 2008


LAM YUEN YEE IS VERY IRRITATING!!!!!!!

the post looks too short..so......
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LAM YUEN YEE IS STILL VERY IRRITATING!!!


tada!

Saturday, August 16, 2008


its 2am in the morning,
& i'm very wide awake.
-.-
my biological clock's totally haywired.
and its now still in the night shift mode lol
thats what shift work does to you.
off day are really just days,
that allows you
to adjust your life back to what is normal.
but what is considered normal,
& what if you cant?

starting from a few weeks ago,
whenever it's morning shift,
i can never sleep well the night before.
tried getting into bed at 11pm,
but it's till 1+ or 2am that i can fall asleep,
and if that's not bad enough,
i will wake up automatically at 5+
when my alarm is set at 6.30am.
zzzzz
dark eye rings and eye bags
are my 2 best friends for now:D

i have decided to quit work,
either in the mid or end of september,
which means by october end i'll be freed!
next year sounds quite far away,
but its only 5 to 6 months away.
which is actually too fast for my liking.
& i'm scared more than anything else.

bedtime
tada!

Sunday, August 10, 2008


ejrm oy vp,rd om yjr mrcy gre fsud,
o yjoml oy;; nr yo,r yp dsu....





hppfnur..



,sunr o esd imvpmdopid;u eo;;omh yjr, yp trkrvy oy..
jsf yp vjppdr pmvr,
snf o mrbrt esmyrf yp vjppdr shsom..


eoyj s jrsbu jrsty,
o s[p;phoxr yp yjpdr ejp, o s, hpomh yp ;ry fpem..
o;,;... mrbrt rbrt gpthry yjsy..


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