Wednesday, October 11, 2006
omg im feelin so full..rofl.. went to watch world trade centre wit my mum this morn at 11.15am.. nice show !!! worth every cent we paid for the tixs.. a story abt hw 2 firemen are rescued from the rubble of the collapsed twin towers, wit their families at home worryin abt whether they are still alive.. d touchin part is when d families finally get news tt the 2 man are alive, though trapped.. diff to describe tt feelin here la.. WATCH IT NOW !!after tt, met lian at 2.15 at toa payoh den went to far east to walk arnd.. didnt buy anythin coz nth to buy..lol.. den after tt went over to cine, met farhan, waited for keith den went to watch stay alive.. okok lar d show, gruesome and the sound effect very gd..loll.. movie ended le den we walked arnd while decidin wad to eat for dinner (either nyny, pastamania, swensens or subway).. n we stood in front of the pastamania pricin board for so long laaaaa, but in the end nv eat.. loll.. farhan can only eat after 7, so we decided to go heeren's.. walked arnd aimlessly again, played with lights HAHA.. heeren seems to be gettin quite borin, duno y also.. loll.. 6.30 we went over to swensens where we waited so bloody long for my breaded chicken to come.. lolll.. dinner done, went to taka, to eat again !! alamak.. we're all goin to expand sideways sia.. zzz.. im fat enuff le la !! rofll.. 8pm left taka and went home !!! =D quite a fun day actually, tho we din do much..haha..
20th oct, fri...its comin real soon.. n when tt day comes, it'll be one yr le.. shud i =) or shud i =( ? LOLL.. im sure if ppl knew wad day is it, they will definitely be puzzled by why i will rmb such a day.. but i duno y myself.. -_- mebbe i jus feel lik rmbin it, to remind myself ? 0.o duno lar..hahaha.. i nv tod it will be so long also..hmmm
next impt date, 18th nov, sat.. this is wad she said, 'im sry, but we hav to leave, to start life anew, n let the unwanted memories fade.' wudnt be back for 2 yrs at least.. oh gosh why is this happenin.. whyy.. i feel lik ive lost purpose in life again.. when its time to let go, no matter hw hard, its time to go.. holdin on will only make it harder to leave.. 2 yrs..i need to convince myself it'll be fast.... someone tell me it'll be fast.. zzz
*if i nv came, we'll nv hav met, if we nv met, it'll be so easy to leave. but nw tt we've met, its so difficult to leave..is forgettin everythin an option ?*