Sunday, November 05, 2006
ji ran yong you guo, na ni you he bi diu diao yi qie ne? zhuo le na me shang ran de shi, ni xian zai cai lai hou hui, shi bu shi you dian tai chi le ne? zhao zhi jing ri, he bi dang chu? yao shi dang chu na jian shi mei fa shen, wo men jing tian de ri zi hui shi zhe me yang de? hui shi xing fu, hai shi hui dai lai gen duo de bei shang, shang tong. shi qing yi jing fa shen na me jiu le, wo zhi dao wo ye ying gai ji xu shen huo. dan ni zhi dao ma? wo zhuo bu dao. wo de shen ming, jiu hao xiang zhai na tian ting zhi le. hao xiang zhuan hui shi jian, zhuan hui dao quan bu de shi qing hai mei fa shen de shi hou. ru guo ke yi de hua, wo men jiu ke yi kuai kuai le le, xing fu de guo ri zi le. dan xian zai shuo zhe xie, huo xu ye you dian tai chi le. ying wei, shi bu ke nen hui fa sheng de.
zhe liang nian lai, wo yi zhi bao yi ge xi wang. jiu shi you yi tian, huo xu wo men quan bu hui yuan liang dui fang, he hao qi lai, hui dao yi qian de zhuang tai. sui ran bu ken jie shou shi shi, dan xin li ye zhi dao, ying gai shi bu ke nen de ba. sui ran ta yi jing you ban le, dan mei ci ti dao ni, dou ke yi gan jue dao, ta shi hu hai xiang zhe ni, you shi ye shou dao cha bu duo yao ku le. kan le wo ye you dian xin suan, xin tong.
zhe me shi qing hui dao zhe zhong di bu ne ? nan dao, wo de xi wang, jiu yong yuan bu nen shi xian ma ? wei she me yao shi wo. wo zhuo cuo le she me le ma ? wei ho yao gei wo yi ge wo yong you 16 nian de dong xi, ran huo jiu ba ta cong wo shen shang na diao ne ? wei she me. wei she me. nan dao wo gen qi ta ren bu tong ma ? nan dao wo jiu bu nen yong you ta men you de dong xi ma ? wo de ren, wo de xin, bu shi yong shi tou zhuo de. wo ye hui gan dao tong ku, wo ye hui ku. 16 nian lai, wo yi wei ni hai guo de hen xin fu. mei xiang dao, ni shi hen xin fu, dan ni bu shi cong wo men dan zhong qu dao le na ge xin fu. ni ba shi qing nong dao zhe zhong di bu, nan dao ni jiu kai xin ma?
wo mei tian dou gao su zi ji, gai shi shi hou fang shou le ying wei shi qing yi jing dao le ge wei duan le. ge zhou ge lu, ye xu shi zui hao de ban fa. kou li shi na me shuo, dan xin li que bu shi na me xiang. ni yao wo ba 16 nian de ji yi diu diao, wo zhuo bu dao. shuo wo gu zhi, shuo wo ben, shuo wo shen jing, wo she me dou bu guan, wo jiu shi zhuo bu dao. wo zhen de hao lei, liang nian lai, ying man le hen duo shi shi, mei jin li guo de ren, you ru he liao jie wo xin qing ne? you shi hou, wo xiang wo ke yi yuan liang ni. dan you shi hou, wo gen ben bu xiang yuan liang ni. wo dao di gai zhe me zhuo ne ? ni jue de wo men xian zai guo de kai xin ma ? na ni jiu chuo le. sui ran ta kou shen shen shuo na fan hua, dan ye kan de chu ta gen wo yi yang, fang bu xia guo qu.
shuo dao yuan liang, zhe shi jie shang, you liang ge ren wo shi yuan yong, dao wo si le, wo dou bu hui yuan liang de. di yi jiu shi na ge ren...er di er ge ne ? jiu shi wo zi ji. wo guai zi ji mei yong, wu fa zhuo ren he shi lai bu hui qi qie. er qie wo, fan le ge da cuo, you zai fan da cuo. yi ding shi wo zhuo cuo le she me, cai hui rang ni ne me zhuo. yi qie dou shi wo de cuo.
zhen tian dai zhe ge kuai le, yi zhi zai xiao de mian ju, hao lei orh.. wo ye bu xiang zai ku le, dan cha bu duo mei wan, jiu hui ren bu zhu. gao su zi ji bie ku, shi qing yi jing guo le, dan you xiang dao ni na shi qiu ta de yang zi.........suan le, zhe ye ke yi suan shi ni zi zhao de bu shi ma ? yi hou, bie zai fan tong yang de cuo le..
*hao xiang wang diao yi qie, sui yi ge hen chang de jiao, yong bu qi shen*