i wanted it all to be a bad dream, but den when i woke up this morn, nth's changed..
didnt feel lik doin anythin, didnt feel lik eatin..
i wan to blog..but den i discover, dere's so many things for me to say, but i cant get it out, and i cant phrase it all rite now..zzzz mebbe tmr den..lol

*dun wan to tink, but i cant stop thinkin..dun wan to vtu, but i cant stop vtuomh*
post-merry-xmas-everyone =)

holidays r endin soon !! left one wk..omg fast sia..anyway..i watched curse of d golden flower twice last wk..rofl..sat n sun..0.o haha..d battle scenes r damn nice la !! very grand feelin..den d song ju hua tai..before i watched d movie i didnt lik it..but after d movie, im obsessed wit it le..quite fit d movie de..lolll..n i wun mind watchin it again..=x waste money hor..zzz

havent been online for so long le..hmm..shant tell u all why..=p very sian very sian..nth to do at home laaaaaaa..n this morn..left d hse at 11 for breakfast..went arnd d whole f*ggin s'pore jus to buy fish..first went to beach rd dere..but stalls nv open..den say go chinatown..kns mama forget d market under renovation..den by tt time arnd 1 le !!! no fish n no breakfast yet..f*ckshit sia..damn pissed la..1 day nv eat fish will die ar..all d kaypo fault..smpyjrt [orvr pg djoy..zzz but.............mama see me so angry..in d end got dim sum eat..but i also cant eat much..lolll..

oh ya..last tues..7+ in d morn heavy rain..but we still decided to go sentosa..me n lao po reach dere tt time..got sun !!!! so we very happy..den wait for d rest to reach..say hao meet 9.45 de..in d end 11+ goin 12 den all reach..diao..rofl..so we proceeded over to sentosa..n then..IT STARTED RAININ..ZZZ -_-..but nvm eh..coz is a bit drizzle only..den find place to hang our stuffs le, we decided to go find toilet..n it started to rain heavier..n d toilet so damn far la !! by d time we reach d toilet hor..all wet lik duno wad le..cant even find a dry spot on us la..den go toilet le..come out still rainin...so bo pian walk back again..den in d end also nv do anythin..coz no ball rental..no sun..cant play in d water..so wad did we do? we jus stood under d 'shadeless-shade' to chui feng..LOL !! damn cold can..den eat egg sandwich also..lolll..den in d end we decided to go back vivo..SIAN sia..first time go sentosa nv do anythin..loll..den me, lao po and farhan went to watch eragon..d theatre very big..bigger than d last time i went tt one..loll..eragon is nice sia...another movie i wanna watch again...=D kk end of sentosa/vivo story..

n d doc hasnt called..zzz

it just feels kinda weird..

lik smth's wrong..

but i duno wad..

maybe its smth i did..

or smth i didnt do..

OR WHAT !!!!!!!

=(

maybe its becoz i said smth wrong..

den tt made u irritated..

thus ure talkin to me lik this..

=/ sobs..

very very very sian diao for a few days le..

dun dare talk much to u,

for fear of sayin d wrong things..

i tink i shud kp my mouth shut more often from nw on..

less open mouth = less poss. of makin mistakes.

ahh ahhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh

finally d end of common tests!! wakkaa..n nw my hols starts..2 wks nia..aww..still got a lot of movies to watch, and more imptly, food to eat !! wakaka..anyway, me, lian and hao went to fish n co for lunch ytd..had my peri peri prawns..!!! =D (may i specify i didnt eat FISH lol)..den after tt.....pei lian go far east for interview..reach dere le go find d shop..n it turned out to be long john!! and lian didnt wan tt so went to back to cine.. had to rush both ways sia..coz already 6+ den movie startin at 7..loll..

went to watch the holiday with lian, sher, panda n ah hao ytd at cine. very very nice show..touchin, funny, and wadeva they said abt love was so true. mus watch mus watch! loll and it wasnt till i watched tis show tt i tink jude law is cute..rofll.. n of coz nt forgettin cameron diaz in her crazy self..OMGG.. tink im goin to watch it again.. =x..still got a few movies to watch eh!! got eragon, deck the halls, curse of the golden flower, night at d museum........................wan broke liao la !! but nt for nw at least..rofl..food wise still got even more to eat!!! omg sia..hahaa..

den tdy, went to suntec for tt singapore garden festival thingy..zzz was forced to go de! coz i hate flowers..full stop..rofll..but still took some nice fotos nonetheless....at least i was treated to yummy yoghurt..=pP and tmr we're supposed to go for d lianhe zaobao treasure hunt thing..supposed to reach punggol by 7..hav to wake early again..sian..zzz

hols hols hols!!! sentosa sentosa sentosa!!! omg omg omg!!! =DD

u may be wonderin y we're called the gd food ppl. rofl.. coz d 2 of us hav gone on a food spree every fri for the past few wks with a movie followin after! =D first it was pizza hut, den d covenant at eng wah suntec. den it was food court den death note at vivo (wit keith). after tt was step up at bishan (wit eve, yi and char) den me and lian went to eat yummy yong tau foo at orhard. last wk d 2 of us had yong tau foo again, den casino royale at ps.. and this wk omg! spend alot of money on food sia rofl. wed we had sakae sushi at woodlands but no movie. and tdyy!!!

tdy we went to orchard after sch for jack's place lunch. tks mummy for helpin us make reservation! =D reservation was at 1..and we arrived 10min late. lol..nt very crowded leh. bluff me sia. haha. had ribeye steak (ri-beye --> lian de pronunciation). hehe. well i was no better, po-ta-to k..mus remind myself is po-teh-to !!! -_- lolll.. lobster bisque!!!!! ahhh..hao hao chi orh! eat till we almost had to roll outta tt place la. lol. den after tt went to cine bought tixs for deja vu! n i tink we very bo liao, buy le tix went over to centrepoint. to use toilet!! 0.o and buy my choc also la.. loll.. deja vu is nice! it may b a bit diff to understand d plot but its still damn interestin..and freaky..and u shud watch it! loll..

after d movie, went to centrepoint (again) where we saw my mum. and she begged us to bring her along to whereever we were goin coz she was bored. 0.0 loll so we went to hav a look at centrepoint's new buildin..hmm tink mebBe nt all shops open yet la..so d place looked a lil cramped..rofl. den after tt jiu go home le!

food after food, movie after movie. i'll tell u wads next on our list! loll. and its none other than fish n co!! my pari pari prawns......OMG am hungry le can. lol. den deres also tis seafood rest at ps to go to, new york new york at city hall dere, billy bombers and many more!! hehe. movies wise, eragon's next!! followed by..kk we haven decided yet..i cant wait =D..but hope by next wk i still got money to enjoy life lidat. LOL!!

and lian!!! ur beng's no burger princess K!! wad siaa..=S robl..
enjoyed myself this few wks..hope u did too!! =))

i wish

to relieve ur pain

and lead u thru the times

when u feel despair.

to hold u tightly in my arms,

wipe away ur tears,

and make u feel better.

hw i wish i cud do all tt

i wanna make u happy

but i wud nv hav tt chance.

it pains me to know

i can only sit helplessly

and watch u cry.

useless arent i

u occupy my mind

my heart is pried

and its jus cryin for this lovely person

to be