Monday, January 22, 2007
he hasnt gotten better yet, n he's still very disoriented.. jus lik ytd we went down for lunch n wen we came back awhile later, he was shoutin loudly at 1 of d visitors coz he had mistaken tt guy for 1 of our relatives n kept callin his name, askin him to come over, sayin he's visitin d wrong person.. n he still continues to say weird things..0.on im sick..sick sick sick sick sick!!!! zzz went to see d doc ytd..felt a LIL better after takin d med, reached home at arnd 8+ pm den went to shower. wen d water touched my skin, it felt lik i was havin a sunburn n smth was rubbin on it..dots..den after tt went to take my temp..39.1 degrees..mama asked me to slp, but cudnt slp at all.. -_- den tis morn wen i woke up, my throat hurt lik shit when i swallowed my saliva, drink water also d same.. n i duno if its becoz i didnt slp well last nite, but i was havin body aches all over.. went to see d doc at 12+ again jus nw..2 days mc!! argh, drowsy le, im off to bed..bye
*painnnn =(*
Saturday, January 20, 2007
hw do u tell a used-to-be-active person, an avid golfer tt he cant play golf anymore, n tt he most prob need to learn hw to walk from basics?hw do u actually open ur mouth n tell him tt ? zzz
from a minor and common hernia op, to a massive stroke.. it jus doesnt makes any sense to anyone of us.. he used to be so active, even in his 70's, he wud race me from d shop to d toilet in centrepoint.. but nw, he cant even get down n walk.. n nw in d hosp, he's either sleepin, or when he's awake, he'll start sayin weird things, seein things or ppl tt are nt there at all.. jus lik ytd he said a relative came to see him, n d relative had walked to d back, askin him to follow, but as he cudnt walk, he didnt follow..someone went to see who was it, but there was no one there.. n wen we asked him who d person was, he said ah heng.. except tt tt person had passed away a few yrs ago.. n also ytd, he was clenchin his fists n wen we asked him wad was he holdin, he said a needle, n also tt he had accidentally stapled his hand.. -_- n he said alot more weird stuffs..
if only he had nt gone for d op, den nth lik tis wud hav happened.. so tis is wad it feels lik to see someone almost becomin someone else right in front of ur eyes.. so tis is wad it feels lik to watch someone turn from active to become so fragile.. d op was a mistake, but its nobody's fault, coz nobody expected tis to happen anyway.. he's currently still nt considered to be in a stabilised condition yet, so we're jus waitin to see wad happens d next few days..get well pls.. ='(
*im sick..AHHH*
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
phew..its been a long time since i blogged..but really nth to blog abt.. i mean.......im lazy also la..=X loll.. anyway, went to eat sakae wit lian tdy! we're sort of back to d good food phase, tho it wun b tt frequent anymore..haha..n my cuz and came, and gone back to australia le..actually tdy gt lesson at 10..n they 7.15 need b at airport le..so cudnt send them off..and cudnt go accompany my mum go hosp pick up my ah gong!!! all d lecturer's fault!! nv earlier say he takin mc..zzzanyway, as of tdy, i was officially 'chased' out of my room. rofl. coz ah gong (mama's father) comin our hse to recover from op. actually is supposed to ytd mus move out le, budden he still weak so stayed in d hosp for another nite..but come back also still as weak eh..0.o n tt old woman (his mother) go her daughter hse..so got extra room, but mama still say cant let him slp her room..zzz say wad nt so nice..WALAO !! simi logic maaaaaa..hai me need move so many things over to d old woman room..WALAO WALAO !! n for d next few nites i hav to slp in d old woman's room..WALAO WALAO WALAO !! rofll...but bein d nice granddaughter tt i am, *ahem*......but i still cant help complainin.. !@#$% wakkaa.. =x
but see him also ke lian la..gt no strength stand up by himself, so ended up we hav to support him to go everywhere, go toilet, move up to bed, move down from bed..3 woman at home power k ! loll.. n eat tt time, zzz coz pain so he ended up sittin slanted to d left on d chair..scared he fall off sia..ZZZ.. ouch ouch ouch.. see him so much different from his usual self sia.. aww.. usually so active, as in VERY active, play golf, climb up n down ladder to nw do everythin need ppl support.. zzz zzz zzz sian........
its lik in his world, im nonexistent.. shud i hope?