Sunday, March 04, 2007
tdy's d last day of CNY! which equals the end of collecting ang bao..hoho did some last min bai-nian-ing tdy too..loll..mornin sent my maid to ah gong hse help pack thing, den went orchard eat breakfast, buy 4d n cut hair!! my poor fringe...half gone le..loll nvm, easier to maintain, but kp pokin my eyes..zzz..den after cut hair, went to eat pizza !! hoho my drumlets..den mama drove me to my former babysitter aka my '2nd mum' hse to bai nian.. den talk talk talk den mama told her what happen to ah gong, hope she dun go tell amk de ah ma, if nt d news reach daddy de ears, den i cham le. coz tt time always ask him send me to d place, den i lied to him is visit mama de fren, nv tell him is see ah gong.. ahhh scared le sia..all mama fault, ask me tell him is visit her fren.. feel so pressurized nw sia.. ahhh ahhh ahhh..den after babysitter de house, rushed to gan ma hse bai nian... loll loll..her bf forget bring tangerine go, den she kp sayin him.. funny sia..still say wad she already prepare 2 big tangerine wan gif him back but he nv bring any..hahaha den 5.30, we all left her place den went to ikoi restaurant for jap buffet! hahaha first pizza den sushi, tdy cfm fat le sia.. eat le send them back den went to uncle hse.. den go dere, uncle go hide my shoes again..wtf.. last few days go he hide, tdy go he also hide, make me damn tu lan. so when we leavin tt time, my shoes were under d carpet he put shoes on de.. so i wear my shoe le i kicked d carpet damn far.. fuck la, u everyday wan come play me nvm de, i can play u back one.. den after i leave le i sms my cuz ask her ask her dad go out ownself take back. dun fuggin come n say i no manners. i may always smile or laugh, but once my temper flares up, u my ah gong i also wun gif u face. fug, u tink i so nice everyday let u ji siao..
to you: i admit tt ure actually very nice. i noe im in d wrong for always arguin wit u after all uve done for me, for us.. but i cant accept u fully into my life or else i wud feel lik im lettin him down somehow.. no matter wad anybody says, i wun be here if there was no him.. as it is, no matter wad he has done, u will still nv b able to fully replace him. i hate to say tis, but hatin u is d only way to not grow attached to u, so from d bottom of my heart, im sry. and thank you..
*from hannibal rising: memories are like knifes, they cut you.*