Monday, September 03, 2007
youre sitting at ur desk,
staring at the com listening to songs,
when the phone rings.
seeing the caller's name,
youre mildly surprised &
ask, why is this person calling?
coz its very rarely that this person calls.
you talk talk talk,
& then you mention that youre busy this wkend
thus you cant go out.
just becoz of this, the person shouts at you
& starts scolding you.
& you cant help but start crying.
deep inside,
you wonder, what have you done wrong,
to be at the receiving end of all the scoldings.
is it wrong to be busy?
den the guilt finds the way to you.
yeahh mebbe ure really in the wrong.
coz you are the one neglecting the person.
as the person rambles on n on,
you begin to think back to the past.
if that person hadnt done anythin wrong,
if that person hadnt left in the first place,
then all these will never have happened.
then you wont have to go through all that uve been thru.
and that person wont be scolding you right now.
& you rmbed hw happy you once were.
when you woke up to hok songs playin on the player,
to the person climbin into ur bed n ticklin u to wake u up,
or when u woke up early,
and brought ur noisy alarm clock over to wake them up.
fun times that only become memories.
memories that you never want to forget,
coz u noe it'll never happen again,
but then, they slowly trickle from ur mind as the yrs pass,
no matter hw hard u try to hold them in.
nt many ppl understand the way you feel.
even less will understand why you cried over a mere scolding.
but the thing is, even tho you can explain, you wont.
=)
0.o o.o o.0
off to bed, its jurong island again early tmr.
noswolleneyestomorrowpls=x