Monday, December 10, 2007
i so freaking feel like slapping that bugger._______________________________,
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& now youre happy?
HAHA
thats precisely why ppl are laughing at you.
wake up.
be there, be true, if it still matters to you.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
a call that brought about emotions.especially fear.
im sorry i had no answers to the questions.
given the situation right now,
it comes as no surprise tt i dont hav the answers. hmmm...
maybe you people are thinkin too much la hor.
me included lol
an assurance was made, and i trust in ___.
just dont let me down pls =/
work IS fun..rlly..
unless when theres alot of samples.
then! everybody wishes the ships could have sunk,
so that the samples will never be delivered to us.
MWAHAHA..evil yes, cruel no ;)
i dont even complain abt the long hrs.
(more like i welcome it)
or the fact that the workload that we have,
the money's not even worth it.
its tiring obviously,
but as much as i know, its how i want it to be.
when youre busy working,
and worrying abt handing over too many undone samples to the next shift,
u tend to stop thinking abt everything else,
even giving you a chance to forget
whatever was troubling you all this time.
if i dont see,
if i dont ask,
if i dont know,
at least i wouldnt feel all crappy on the inside.
but always, i would end up asking,
& then i feel all crappy on the inside again.
how dumb can i be you tell me? zzz
but of course there are prices to pay for
working these long hours.
you tend to get isolated, from family.
and FRIENDS.
does anyone still remember i exist??
0.o LOL
anyway,
my supervisor is damn entertaining.
rofl
just that day,
he suddenly said thanks to me.
i was thinking,
you handed me 50 bucks when you were worried
i didnt hav enough to pay the cab fare home,
i should be the one saying thanks instead.
so why are you saying thanks to me.
0.o so i went huh???
and he said, oh thanks for stayin till 4+, 5am this few days.
actually only 2 days, but yeahhh...
CUTE.. roflll
our shift system's changing!!
hahha from 8 hrs to 12 hrs..
which brings abt good news..
cause 12 hrs shifts means.........
WE HAVE OFF DAYS!!!!
hoho..
but i would rather work everyday..
like what i said above,
if im busy working long hrs & tiring myself out,
it helps me to forget temporarily
all the things that are troubling me..
off days = too much free time = too much thinking..
which leads to feeling ever the crappy..
i dont know le la..
give me some answers, i need them. BADLY.