Saturday, January 26, 2008
its the time again.
when you have to start thinking of whatever you wanna do next.
pri n sec school was easy.
study, graduate, find another school,
& the cycle repeats.
not much of a headache.
attachment is coming to an end soon,
just when you've gotten used to everything.
which is quite irritating in a sense.
i really really wanna go back there,
but the familiar faces there will be gone real soon.
i think they were all waiting for 1 person to make d first move,
and then you see the rest following suit.
its like dominoes falling.................lol
actually to say the truth,
there are only 3 options after graduation.
work, or study...i'll name the last one later on.
then you start thinking,
what do i want to work as?
how much pay should i ask for?
what if no one wants to employ me?
will i stick to the job for long?
will i be working too much for too lil money?
which uni should i go to?
what course should i take?
what if i take this course, and i realise i dont like it?
what if i take this course, and end up doing something else?
OR.........
is it just me thinking too much?
ROFL
and there's the last option,
my ultimate dream,
to do....NOTHING!!!!!
and still have money rolling in.
muahahahaha..
well, its a dream after all right?
haha
aiya, its troublesome.
its all so troublesome.
too many questions,
too many factors,
i dont know.
its quite dumb actually huh.
why make all these plans for the future,
when you dont even know how tomorrow will be?
life is THAT unexpected isnt it.
nonetheless, a decision will have to be made.
but not yet,
not just yet.
ask me again in a month,
maybe i'll have an answer then.
study,....or work.......?
till then,
off to bed.
nighty nights!
*have you ever remembered a scene so vividly,
that after many years,
its still feels like its happening right in front of your eyes?*
Monday, January 14, 2008
a man is unfaithful cause he allows himself to be unfaithful.
you dont blame it on the woman and say she is incapable.
watch what you say bastard,
cause words can land you in a coma.
last warning, jerk.
pls do not post any comments to argue with me on this point.
tks.
Sunday, January 06, 2008
HE...
has landed himself in the hospital..
past 3 weeks.....
asked him to go see a doctor, dont want.
see? now end up in the hospital..
guess he can be as stubborn as i am. LOL
they're keeping him in there for the night.
few scans tomorrow and whatsnots.
wonder why they cant do it tonight.
hmm....
hope its nothing big.
& he!
still can tell me: now i will be visited, instead of always being the visitor.
HAHA very funny -.-
like it or not, youre still going to be a visitor after this.
so you better get well soon!!! :)
idiot...
Saturday, January 05, 2008
just as i promised...
im back to blog again...
worked the graveyard shift for the past 2 days..
and friday, off day!
which is kinda turnin out to be a fun, but bad idea..
reached home at 11am this morning,
went to bed at 12.30pm, woke at 7.30pm..
& NOW I CANT SLEEP!!!!
-.-
happy belated 2008 anyway people!
been reading blogs,
and everywhere, people are making resolutions
left, right, up, down, center!
but not me, cause i know for sure i'll nv fulfill them =S
thinking back, 2007 wasnt such a good year after all..
of cause there were moments of happiness every now & then..
but the 'bads'.......you get what i mean..
& theres too many to be named.....zzz
ppl always say:
NEW YEAR, NEW BEGINNINGS!
but they also inevitably bring the olds over to the new..
ironic huh..lol
and of cause im no exception la!!! =D
and over the past few days i realised,
i actually am influential!! in many ways!
wahhahaa, im not bragging, im just happy :)
im happy for the friends i have around me right now.
life would never be the same without them yeahh :D
though i have to confess that i havent been absolutely truthful with the close ones.
and that was what buggered me throughout the year.
i know i should have told the truth from the very start,
but somehow i suck at opening myself up to others..
i am lousy huh :(
but there are those who found it weird,
and they asked, well then thats a different story......
poly life is coming to an end soon,
and if i may add,
TOO DAMN SOON !!!!!
i havent had enough of the fun yet..
yes, we can always meet up,
but can you promise it'll still be the same?
by then, we'll all be busy with work..and studies..
and whatsnots..
look, even now when we're doing attachment,
we dont even see one another around anymore,
how much better can it get after that? :(
almost every adult i see nowadays are asking me abt my future plans.
hahahah my answer?
me: dont know eh....havent really think yet eh..
and their predictable answer?
them: aiyo!!! u better faster think eh! poly going end liao leh!!
zzz i also know... :/
im praying they would want to hire me..
that way i wouldnt have to worry abt looking for schools..
but the people have been advising me not to go back..
hmmmmm...
i have eyes to see for myself too, and experienced it first-hand even.
so obviously i know what they're talking about.
im undecided..smtimes A can be nice, but smtimes, A can be unreasonable too..
and its saddening to say that unless A changes the way that A is,
A's going down under real soon.
out of the current 9, i know 4 or 5 are almost certain to go.
left with the rest, they'll never make it..
not with the amount of work..
from what i overheard, (i didnt eavesdrop, they were talkin quite loudly LOL)
it wasnt a complete breeze forming the whole department.
and just when things looks to have finally been settled,
its going down again.
oh well, enough abt it.
not my company, not my say.
seems like ive sidetracked quite a bit huh.
LOL
its 3am now......
and i should be having 'breakfast' now if i was working night tdy..
im looking forward to mon n tues, nite shift again!
whee..you seriously dont know how excited i am over the night shift..
you'll never know, you'll all never know..
WAKAKA ok, im certain im going mad.
find a day!!!
i wanna meet up with the girls!!
eat!! laugh!!
and just talk crap the whole night through!!
dont everyone just feel the same way??
i hope so! =x *fingers crossed*
LOL
time to sleep i guess..
gdnitey people..
and may the new year be a better year..
:)
*except in the months of jan, mar and dec*