Saturday, January 26, 2008
its the time again.
when you have to start thinking of whatever you wanna do next.
pri n sec school was easy.
study, graduate, find another school,
& the cycle repeats.
not much of a headache.
attachment is coming to an end soon,
just when you've gotten used to everything.
which is quite irritating in a sense.
i really really wanna go back there,
but the familiar faces there will be gone real soon.
i think they were all waiting for 1 person to make d first move,
and then you see the rest following suit.
its like dominoes falling.................lol
actually to say the truth,
there are only 3 options after graduation.
work, or study...i'll name the last one later on.
then you start thinking,
what do i want to work as?
how much pay should i ask for?
what if no one wants to employ me?
will i stick to the job for long?
will i be working too much for too lil money?
which uni should i go to?
what course should i take?
what if i take this course, and i realise i dont like it?
what if i take this course, and end up doing something else?
OR.........
is it just me thinking too much?
ROFL
and there's the last option,
my ultimate dream,
to do....NOTHING!!!!!
and still have money rolling in.
muahahahaha..
well, its a dream after all right?
haha
aiya, its troublesome.
its all so troublesome.
too many questions,
too many factors,
i dont know.
its quite dumb actually huh.
why make all these plans for the future,
when you dont even know how tomorrow will be?
life is THAT unexpected isnt it.
nonetheless, a decision will have to be made.
but not yet,
not just yet.
ask me again in a month,
maybe i'll have an answer then.
study,....or work.......?
till then,
off to bed.
nighty nights!
*have you ever remembered a scene so vividly,
that after many years,
its still feels like its happening right in front of your eyes?*