Monday, February 18, 2008
final presentation is finally over!
but somehow it doesnt feel any special.
its just like every other day.
maybe its becoz of the lack of exams.
makes it feel like we already graduated
from school ever since the last semester.
planned to hang out till very late 2mr nite.
but interview's early in the morning the next.
irritating.
i dont want to start work so soon.
hopefully can start april??
at least it'll be after my **.
if im going for it that is.
dont even know the exact date yet.
dont even know the chances of success.
dont even know what MAY happen before that.
dont even know what will happen after that.
its quite scary to feel that lack of control of everything.
everything's just me, & i have to face it myself.
loads of crap that has been on my mind for so long.
surrounded by people and friends,
but somehow it still feels...............
lonely.
maybe today was a mistake.
seeing you,
i realise nothing has changed.
*happy=))*