Saturday, April 05, 2008
don't know what's happening to me.& to say the truth,
i don't want to know.
ever since last week.
i've been feeling rather disorientated.
like the 'me' is not me.
and recently i've been rather down,
though i still joke around,
but when that happens i'll be pretty quiet,
and just want to be left alone.
& when i'm working,
i can suddenly just blank out,
or get really blur about what to do.
i think it's because i'm thinking too much,
that's why sometimes
i don't even notice when ppl are calling me,
or it takes a long time for me to process anything ppl say.
quite a no. of ppl have told me the same thing already.
-.-
it feels weird,
it all feels so weird.
hopefully i won't be like that anymore next week.
wake up, sihan, wake up..