Wednesday, July 30, 2008


TADA!!!!
happy......BELATED bdae...
TO ME!! =D

the poor me was at work in the wee mornings on the 29th,
and i had a cute bdae song from youtube played over the intercom.
so paiseh can!!!
but thanks fandi!, and to gwen for singing it too =D
due to the non-EXISTENCE of a starhub reception at my lab,
i could only read, and reply the well-wishes in the morning,
SORRY & THANKS PEOPLE!! hehe

anyway in the evening,
met up with my dear girls,
my lian, my laopo, yi, shersher,
and the girliest of the girls, AH BING!!=x=x
dinner was at cafe cartel, marina.
& like what yi says, we can never escape that place!! rofl

there were quite afew pre&during dinner happenings,
pre: like how i knew what my lian was up to,
being sneak-ish and stuff,
cause ive done the same thing before on her bdae before LOL =x,
and during: the surprise cake for shersher! =D
which she picked herself cause she thought it was for me!
when we sang the bdae song the 1st time,
she didnt even realise that we sang her name instead of mine ROFL
anyway, happy early bdae to shersher too!!:)
haha what a fun night! really enjoyed myself,
and hope all of you did too!
& thanks for all the presents too =P

i shall not post any of the photos we took,
cause i seriously think my face was never made to
be taken by cameras. SERIOUSLY. rofl.
BUT!!!!! once i've taken peekchures of my presents,
i'll post them up asap!:)

he's sad cause there's no more dinner on thursday,
but it doesnt matter,
as long as he gets well soon!
yesterday, they had to put him on the drip
cause he wasnt really keeping stuffs down,
and they also intoxicated (HAHA) him to make him sleep.
today is considered a rather good day,
cause he COULD eat a little and keep it down,
though i think it's because he's too busy sleeping
to vomit lol
it was real funny too, cause we'll be talking halfway,
& suddenly there was only my voice left,
he'd fallen asleep again =p
and oh,
he made his mum go all the way back
home to get my present =D
sry for troubling you aunty! hehe

andoh,
theonesmscalliwaswaitingfor,
didntcame.
ohwell,maybehewasbusy,andforgot
itsok,i'lllive.

Monday, July 28, 2008


thanks to jiankai for the ride yesterday!
so nice of him,
dropped me off then went home=D
though i dont think you will see this anyway.

hahaha got a scolding when i reached
cause he had asked me to stay at home=x
scolded him back....1+ le still havent sleep -.-

i ended up slping there till 7 this morn when he woke up,
then my mum came to pick me up.
even told him she will ask me to pack some char kway teow
for him tonight. dots.
will be heading down again later before i go to work,
MINUS the char kway teow lol

he looked abit better la,
just that had headaches and vomitted a few times
in the day yesterday 0.o
pray pray he's better tdy!
they still dont know why he fainted two days ago,
so maybe the tests will tell us more,
but still no news of when he can come out -.-
*fingers crossed*

and regarding this coming thursday,
someone revealed smth she shudnt have in her sms.
LOL wonder if she realised it, & when she will realise?
haha nvm i shall pretend not to know =P
ROFL


off to sleep!!!
*yawn yawn*
getwellsoon!:)

he went in again last night.
his mum smsed me at around 12 midnite,
saying he fainted at home,
and they were going to the hosp by ambulance.
got a shock cause he didnt even tell me he was not feeling well.
took me damn long to just reply a simple 'which hosp.' -.-

cabbed down,
and when i reached, he was already inside.
his mum told me he was bleeding from a head cut obtained from the fall.
which in the end needed 8 stitches.
and what was worse was that he was unconscious
the whole journey from his house to the hosp zzz
it was also the first time in 3+ years that ive seen her cry..
urgh, ive never been good at consoling ppl, so lucky his dad was also there.
i had to walk away before she also made me cry.
dont know which was more scary, the fact that he's unconscious,
or seeing her cry.
guess she's just freaked out at seeing her son like that?

after maybe like a million years,
a nurse told us they were moving him up to ICU.
she also said that he's still unconscious,
but at least his condition's stable.
when the doctor came,
he said he had a mild concussion,
and that he SHOULD wake up earliest within a few hours.
his mum started crying again.
damn scary can. i was thinking what if he doesnt wake up.
f*ck.

anyway, after awhile, they went outside for a drink,
and i ended up falling aslp on his bedside =x
then around 5am, i got awaken by him!!!

kk gtg...continue this another time.
his friend's on his way to pick me up.
its late i know, but no choice.
im falling aslp too.
k bye.

updated:
said he'd been up since 4+,
saw me sleeping but didnt want to disturb me,
but coz he had requested for med,
and i was in the nurses' way LOL

Saturday, July 26, 2008


went to a shopping centre today,
and guess what we saw?

a combi-mountain of fruits and vegetables.
on first glance we thought it was all fake.

but on closer inspection, it turned out to be all real.
WAH!!!!! waste food ar!!!!!

anyway last saturday morning,
when i was on my way home from fri's night work,
something interesting happened.
when the train was at bukit batok/gombak (icantrmb),
2 aunties pushing identical trolleys practically RUSHED in,
frantically looking around for seats.
at first we thought both of them were friends,
but just like an mirror image,
one went left and one went right.
you have to see it to know how funny it was.

and after that,
we happened to look around,
and to our amusement,
our cabin had a total of 6 trolleys!!!
can you imagine,
all the trolleys happened to be in our cabin,
and they were sitting all opposite us,
and all were of the same type,
albeit in different colours.
omg, the 3 of us were laughing like mad.
here's proof of PUSH-YOUR-OWN-TROLLEY DAY:

AND to top it off,
at yew tee, 5 of the trolleys went off!!!!
now it makes me wonder if all families in yew tee
have a trolley like this at home..

LIAN!!!! your house have anot!!!
lol

&....a closing statement for this entry:

LOL!!!!


hoho drama drama.
went yishun for dinner just now,
and when we came back to the car,
we saw a piece of white paper on the windscreen.
initially we thought it was a summon,
but when i went to retrieve it,
turned out to be a note.

on it was written:
Taxi: SHC 5827 M reversed and knocked into
your car's front left side then droved away.

haha some kind soul had seen the whole incident
and was kind enough to let us know about it.
pity the guy didnt leave any name or contact no.
& that left us with no eyewitness.
but we went to make a police report anyway,
and now we can only wait for the traffic police to get back to us.

haha
pity this had to happen when this car is going
to be sold soon.
hmmm...4d number anybody??
LOL


Wednesday, July 23, 2008


I DID IT TODAY!
just stop guessing what already.
lol
.
.
.
.
.
& if your brain is screaming SEXXXXXX!!!,
you're way off the globe, buddy.

the old man was damn ungentlemanly today.
damn attitude,
not going to elaborate.

went out with my mum this morning,
and went to borders at around 11+.
i bought my Baby Blues comic!!!!
it's so cute so cute..lalalala..
cost me 35 bucks, and a scolding LOL.
but whatever, cause it's uber duber cute!
AND, now i'm home!
i hope 6pm comes slower,
cause i dont feel like working tonight =(

wahahaha, i'm going to die i tell you.
schedule for the next few days.....
Friday: dinner with my aunty,
Saturday: OUT...
Sunday:
lunch with gan ma,
dinner with my mum & her friend,
& a Shaolin performance at somewhere(Indoor Stadium?).
Monday: FASTING DAY..=x
Tuesday: dinner with many people =DDD
Wednesday: Lunch at Tao's........
Thursday is a surprise, he wont tell me what -.-
provided he's not too busy being sick. LOL

k im off to bed!
6pm pls come later!!!!
=D byeee..





Saturday, July 19, 2008


mummy says she saw her at amk again.
how i wish i was there.
see the pathetic woman with her family.
see her being awkward when we stare at her.

sometimes i wonder if she jumps at the ring of the phone,
wondering who it might be, what the call may be about.
sometimes i wonder if she's afraid one day we might track her down,
and expose her.
most of all,
i wonder if she feels any remorse or guilt.

actually until today,
i have never ever thought of finding ways to get back at her.
maybe it was because i didnt care,
maybe it was because i would rather forget about it.
but from time to time,
ive thought of why should she be let off so easily,
when we're left to clear the shit that she created.

if i could have it my way,
when her son grows up,
when he begins to fully understand things,
i'll let him learn that sometimes,
the ones that you love, the ones that love you,
need not necessarily be the most truthful,
nor the most innocent.
that you may love them with all your heart,
but it takes just one mistake to shatter
that perfect picture you've painted of them.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008


today...is just not my day.
work was unproductive,
& i cant help getting irritated with myself.
yet maybe it's karma.
-.-
not going to open my mouth anymore.



could you love somebody,
yet hate the decisions they make?
i hold you at arm's length,
not because i hate you.
it's because at the end of the day,
it makes disappointments a little less disappointing,
and leaving, easier.


Monday, July 14, 2008

i hate flying insects.
i absolutely detest them.
and so its just their bad luck
if and when they meet me,
and my ever-ready can of shieldtox.
hoho.

the flying idiot which decided to bug me
by buzzing around on my light just now
is now lying on my table,
after breathing in so much shieldtox.
damn the idiot,
its still frigging moving after 20mins -.-

i love the rain!!!
but it has to be spoiled by this bugger.
grrrr..


Thursday, July 10, 2008


its work again tomorrow.
haiz.

its pretty bleak at the moment,
no matter how i try,
i see no light at the end of the tunnel.

tkegdcareboy.
yousayitsnthcomparedtomine,
buticantellyouitsnotanybetter.
getwell&getoutsoonpls:)

its time to sleep,
but what do you do,
when everything just keeps you awake?

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