Saturday, August 16, 2008
its 2am in the morning,
& i'm very wide awake.
-.-
my biological clock's totally haywired.
and its now still in the night shift mode lol
thats what shift work does to you.
off day are really just days,
that allows you
to adjust your life back to what is normal.
but what is considered normal,
& what if you cant?
starting from a few weeks ago,
whenever it's morning shift,
i can never sleep well the night before.
tried getting into bed at 11pm,
but it's till 1+ or 2am that i can fall asleep,
and if that's not bad enough,
i will wake up automatically at 5+
when my alarm is set at 6.30am.
zzzzz
dark eye rings and eye bags
are my 2 best friends for now:D
i have decided to quit work,
either in the mid or end of september,
which means by october end i'll be freed!
next year sounds quite far away,
but its only 5 to 6 months away.
which is actually too fast for my liking.
& i'm scared more than anything else.
bedtime
tada!