Monday, October 26, 2009
*blows blows*
*choke choke*
PHEW!
sry..very dusty here..lol
tdy marks the first day of my study break...
before exam hell breaks loose...
but most importantly....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LIAN!!!!!!
im sry i cant be there to celebrate ur bdae..
really really sry...
wish you all the best, and have a wonderful time eating!! hehe..
and to all my other friends aso!!
ill try to make it up to all of u when i get back! =D
and just like this,
uni is coming to an end!
well, this semester and year anyway...
got 2 more years to go...
its been a hectic year..
where assignments and reports and tests all come at the same time..
the record was 7 ongoing assignments and reports at one point!!
whoever said it was easier here should be slapped in the head.. -.-
but well...exams in a week's time..
and that's it!!
back to singapore for food..more food..more more food...
and badminton!! hehe...i seriously cant wait!!
exam timetable sucks once again..
last sem it started on the very first day (sat smmore),
and ended on the very last day...
this time round!!! 3 papers in 3 consecutive days!!
and den final paper 6 days away..
2nd, 3rd, 4th and 10th Nov...
zzzz sucky right...
oh wells....no use whinging..
shall just grit my teeth and get through it..
last sem...i initially thought i was going to fail 2 of 4 units..
but not only didnt i fail,
but ended up doing much much better than i expected!!..
that was a HUGE relief/surprise...
though it prolly was the result of scaling,
and not of my smartness or hardworkingness..
which if you know me well enough, i do not have...=)
hopefully this time round,
3 papers in 3 days won't kill me, or my results!! zzz
so many things have changed and happened this yr,
that returning back home will feel quite weird ...
grandparents have moved out of Seletar,
the very place where i have spent all family reunions
ever since i was born..
no longer will we eat steamboat in the house,
play sparklers and soccer and whatnots in the garden..
no more chiku tree which my ah gong planted specially for me..
no more rambutans from the tree at the back..
now all thats left is 21 years of memories..
cant help but feel sad when i think abt it =/
and i dont rmb if i mentioned it,
but sue went back to indonesia in july..=(
and now theres a new maid in the house,
and also a new maid with my grandparents too..
BUT!!! i'll get used to the changes somehow..
which i always do..
despite it all,
i cant wait to get back to singapore..
but then again, ill miss my wkend outings here!!
and the walks to the beach...and at the beach..
will be away for 3 months...
hopefully things will pick up where it left off when i come back..=/
the past few months have been great..more than great actually..
to say the truth, life would not have been any different
if our paths have never crossed,
but now,
it's impossible to imagine my life without you in it anymore..
i dont know where time and circumstances will lead us to
in the next few months or years,
but i thank you for all the memories,
the talks, the fun, the care..hehe
and everything else! =) <3
k i better go study...
IVT, EVT, MVTs' are calling!!
stupid calculus...-.-
byebye...
cya soon!!
*i take comfort in knowing you'll never let me go, through it all*